Ramble Ramble
It's been a long time my friends. (I think I lead every blog with that - whoops.)
This post is just going to be ALL over the place. I am going to just jump from topic to topic and probably back to another - because thats how my head works.
First and foremost... As always, online dating. I honestly don't even know if I like talking to guys anymore because they just disappoint. Some of the men I hav I she talked to just talk about how they want a relationship - yet put no effort into getting to know me as a person. Cool bro - see ya. You just start to expect the same thing from the dudes. I'm at the point that I am burnt out that I don't even want to meet the guys anymore because it seems like a waste of my time, sadly.
I understand that this may sound like I am terrible and blah blah blah. It definitely would take someone special to grab my attention. And this is only ONLINE dating. If I met someone in person and we hit it off - I enjoyed his company - I would easily go out on a date with this person.
Human's crack me up. Currently as we know, the coronavirus is all the news. I went into target today, I walked past the aisle with the cold and flu medicine.... EMPTY. Yeah, you heard that right EMPTY. Then I was going to go get some pin sol for, I kid you not, my toilet brush holder. You know, just for every day cleaning, nothing to do with the coronavirus. There was ONE big bottle left. I really just wanted one small bottle. What a joke. I was going to get some hand sanitizer because I am going to be going on a plane and thought that yes, it might be a good idea to have it on hand. Would I use it? meh, maybe. But at least I would have some. I shouldn't have been surprised, but I still was baffled by what I saw. So, I walked toward the toilet paper, kleenex, etc. there was a FULL aisle TOP to BOTTOM empty. The ivory empty of the Target shelves looking so bare it was like an apocalypse. I walked down the next, and it was almost empty. I did find a few things of wet wipes. Oh, by the way there wasn't any disinfectant wipes or sprays - obviously. That's just a given.
I understand that people are scared. But we (the united states/world) goes through this what every 2 years? ex: swine flu, ebola, etc. I get it, we want to be ready blah blah blah. Just don't be stupid. If this is dooms day, do you really want to live? I mean that might be morbid - but if the world ends do you REALLY want to be the only survivor? Also, let's be real - had there been a vaccine, have the motha- f'in people wouldn't have gotten it anyway. Because there is a health scare, people are now being cautious and washing there hands and covering their sneezes? Thats disgusting America, grow up. Also, remember when ya'll went to High School and some of you went to college and you needed credible sources to write a research paper? USE THOSE! USE YOUR BRAINS. If you don't have one, or if you just truly don't understand then ask someone that does. However, make sure that someone is a credible source i.e. a nurse, doctor etc. Don't ask your crazy neighbor who sits at home all day reading conspiracy theories and goes to costco and buys out their toilet paper, disinfectant wipes, etc. WHAT ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE A CAT THAT LIKES TO PLAY WITH THEIR TOILET PAPER AND JUST NEED TO RESTOCK! Haters. Guess I am just going to have to use my post-it notes that I just bought and don't need.
Raise your hand if you watch/have watched Schitt's Creek? Okay...so everyone, good! I am obsessed. It makes my life happy. I LOVE LOVE LOVE David and Alexis together. I think that they are my soul people. I also feel like I may say that about too many people. So, that either maybe makes me very relatable, or extremely conceded. But the show just makes me giggle, and then David and Alexis's facial expressions are just to die for. I love it. <3
Ummmm okay, so. As many of you know, my grandma passed away in October. Well, the last few years as my grandma's health got worse and she got weaker my mom and I would regularly go to her house and help her with chores around the house. Also, with garden things. In fact, the last time I saw my grandma, we had made a trip to her house and had pulled a lot her veggies out of the garden and took all the flowers out of the pots etc. She had a green thumb, she was so good. I would regularly text her a picture of something and ask her what it was. There was one time probably about 3 years ago were my mom and I had gone to grandmas. Well, my mom wasn't feeling the best and grandma didn't have all her strength that she used to have (she was a beast - she would carry her salt for the water softener by herself down these stupid steep stairs). Anyway, she wanted to plant some plants? I mean they aren't bushes...but they flower every year..like are like lilac bushes but not lilacs. ANYWAY - I dug some holes in the dirt with rocks and hauled rocks back and forth, I mean mom and grandma did was they could, but both recovering and I was perfectly fine. Grandma was so proud and what I felt was she was impressed by how strong I was. (now don't get me wrong, people always seem to be surprised by my strength hahaha - and now at work I just offer my muscles to help boost people when they ask for muscles -- yea, I think I am funny). But grandma mentioned this multiple times about how much work I did and how strong I was. Man, when your grandma talks you up like this (especially our grandma, because she didn't really do that) I was flying high like I was the best. Anyway, probably my most favorite thing since then was that whenever she was out at this specific plant that we planted she would send me a picture of it. Or if she brought some in to put on her counter she would send me a picture. It was the most heart warming thing for me. After she passed away, I screenshotted these messages so that I would have them. HOWEVER, I digress. The real reason I started this long paragraph was to talk about these plants that I have. So grandma passed away and she had these plants she was growing in her house. For some reason the family decided that I should be the one to take them home. Probably because all the people that would be able to bring them home would kill them. Literally the only one that wouldn't kill them would be my Aunt Jane, and she flew in from out of state. So here I am with I think 3 or 4 plants. I am a huge novice when it comes to flowers, plants, keeping things alive. I am honestly surprised Jazzy is alive still. We are going on 3 years! I get home from the funeral with all theses flowers and plants. My house is a green house. So here I am, I just got back in from Washington, went straight to the funeral and get home and have all these plants and flowers. And I have a super awesome plant thing from my friends. It is now March and I am doing everything in my power to keep these things alive, and it is not going well. I have researched, bought an app, bought a book, done more research, turned some humidifier on, made pebble trays, re-potted, I am at a loss. I am killing these mother freaking plants when I am trying to freaking hard to keep them alive. I really like the idea of having plants in my house. I think they are cheerful and happy and good mojo. Now that I am doing more research and reading more about them why CAN'T I DO BETTER? It may be too late for some, I'm hoping it's not. I am truly trying super hard. Why can't I keep things alive? Any suggestions I am willing to take.
Let's see, what else do I have for you guys in my brain. Oh! So, I've always really wanted to be one of those people that keeps their house clean and tidy all the time. This is still a very very very work in progress. It's like, I clean up and I'm like, okay this time it's going to stick. Then somehow a freaking tornado goes off. I live alone. Like, I don't really consider myself a super messy person, but then I look and I'm like Brianna.... are you a child? Here's another thing I do. Saturday I went and played vball for like 3 millions hours. Then ran some errands then came home and made dinner. Well as I was cleaning up for dinner I got on this kick about how I remembered how I wanted to clean the oven and in between the glass. So I did. It ended up being probably a 2 hour project. (I'm a perfectionist, I can't help it. If i'm going to do that much work I might as well just do it well). That didn't have to happen then. I could have been doing other things, like cleaning up the tornado. But..... my oven looks flippin' BEAUTIFUL.
Welllllllp, I can't think of anymore random stuff to go on and on about yet. I'm sure I will think of more. I'm glad I got this all out there. That was much needed. Clearly my life is tough. haha. I really have a great life. Thats just a whole other topic. I truly am so grateful for my outlook on life and how even when things are not the best I just think to myself - gosh, I am so fortunate and so happy. It takes a lot for me to feel down and negative. I listen to other people complain and bitch about life (granted I do get irritated about things - a lot being at work when I'm just trying to do good by my patients) and I just think to myself how terrible that must be to always feel so grumpy or unhappy because typically I am just living in my little world enjoying life. I truly just get emotional thinking about how much I love the people in my life and that I just do the things that make me happy and thats really what life is about.
So with that, I am going to sign off on this blog. And go play some volleyball.
xoxo
breezy
This post is just going to be ALL over the place. I am going to just jump from topic to topic and probably back to another - because thats how my head works.
First and foremost... As always, online dating. I honestly don't even know if I like talking to guys anymore because they just disappoint. Some of the men I hav I she talked to just talk about how they want a relationship - yet put no effort into getting to know me as a person. Cool bro - see ya. You just start to expect the same thing from the dudes. I'm at the point that I am burnt out that I don't even want to meet the guys anymore because it seems like a waste of my time, sadly.
I understand that this may sound like I am terrible and blah blah blah. It definitely would take someone special to grab my attention. And this is only ONLINE dating. If I met someone in person and we hit it off - I enjoyed his company - I would easily go out on a date with this person.
Human's crack me up. Currently as we know, the coronavirus is all the news. I went into target today, I walked past the aisle with the cold and flu medicine.... EMPTY. Yeah, you heard that right EMPTY. Then I was going to go get some pin sol for, I kid you not, my toilet brush holder. You know, just for every day cleaning, nothing to do with the coronavirus. There was ONE big bottle left. I really just wanted one small bottle. What a joke. I was going to get some hand sanitizer because I am going to be going on a plane and thought that yes, it might be a good idea to have it on hand. Would I use it? meh, maybe. But at least I would have some. I shouldn't have been surprised, but I still was baffled by what I saw. So, I walked toward the toilet paper, kleenex, etc. there was a FULL aisle TOP to BOTTOM empty. The ivory empty of the Target shelves looking so bare it was like an apocalypse. I walked down the next, and it was almost empty. I did find a few things of wet wipes. Oh, by the way there wasn't any disinfectant wipes or sprays - obviously. That's just a given.
I understand that people are scared. But we (the united states/world) goes through this what every 2 years? ex: swine flu, ebola, etc. I get it, we want to be ready blah blah blah. Just don't be stupid. If this is dooms day, do you really want to live? I mean that might be morbid - but if the world ends do you REALLY want to be the only survivor? Also, let's be real - had there been a vaccine, have the motha- f'in people wouldn't have gotten it anyway. Because there is a health scare, people are now being cautious and washing there hands and covering their sneezes? Thats disgusting America, grow up. Also, remember when ya'll went to High School and some of you went to college and you needed credible sources to write a research paper? USE THOSE! USE YOUR BRAINS. If you don't have one, or if you just truly don't understand then ask someone that does. However, make sure that someone is a credible source i.e. a nurse, doctor etc. Don't ask your crazy neighbor who sits at home all day reading conspiracy theories and goes to costco and buys out their toilet paper, disinfectant wipes, etc. WHAT ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE A CAT THAT LIKES TO PLAY WITH THEIR TOILET PAPER AND JUST NEED TO RESTOCK! Haters. Guess I am just going to have to use my post-it notes that I just bought and don't need.
Raise your hand if you watch/have watched Schitt's Creek? Okay...so everyone, good! I am obsessed. It makes my life happy. I LOVE LOVE LOVE David and Alexis together. I think that they are my soul people. I also feel like I may say that about too many people. So, that either maybe makes me very relatable, or extremely conceded. But the show just makes me giggle, and then David and Alexis's facial expressions are just to die for. I love it. <3
Ummmm okay, so. As many of you know, my grandma passed away in October. Well, the last few years as my grandma's health got worse and she got weaker my mom and I would regularly go to her house and help her with chores around the house. Also, with garden things. In fact, the last time I saw my grandma, we had made a trip to her house and had pulled a lot her veggies out of the garden and took all the flowers out of the pots etc. She had a green thumb, she was so good. I would regularly text her a picture of something and ask her what it was. There was one time probably about 3 years ago were my mom and I had gone to grandmas. Well, my mom wasn't feeling the best and grandma didn't have all her strength that she used to have (she was a beast - she would carry her salt for the water softener by herself down these stupid steep stairs). Anyway, she wanted to plant some plants? I mean they aren't bushes...but they flower every year..like are like lilac bushes but not lilacs. ANYWAY - I dug some holes in the dirt with rocks and hauled rocks back and forth, I mean mom and grandma did was they could, but both recovering and I was perfectly fine. Grandma was so proud and what I felt was she was impressed by how strong I was. (now don't get me wrong, people always seem to be surprised by my strength hahaha - and now at work I just offer my muscles to help boost people when they ask for muscles -- yea, I think I am funny). But grandma mentioned this multiple times about how much work I did and how strong I was. Man, when your grandma talks you up like this (especially our grandma, because she didn't really do that) I was flying high like I was the best. Anyway, probably my most favorite thing since then was that whenever she was out at this specific plant that we planted she would send me a picture of it. Or if she brought some in to put on her counter she would send me a picture. It was the most heart warming thing for me. After she passed away, I screenshotted these messages so that I would have them. HOWEVER, I digress. The real reason I started this long paragraph was to talk about these plants that I have. So grandma passed away and she had these plants she was growing in her house. For some reason the family decided that I should be the one to take them home. Probably because all the people that would be able to bring them home would kill them. Literally the only one that wouldn't kill them would be my Aunt Jane, and she flew in from out of state. So here I am with I think 3 or 4 plants. I am a huge novice when it comes to flowers, plants, keeping things alive. I am honestly surprised Jazzy is alive still. We are going on 3 years! I get home from the funeral with all theses flowers and plants. My house is a green house. So here I am, I just got back in from Washington, went straight to the funeral and get home and have all these plants and flowers. And I have a super awesome plant thing from my friends. It is now March and I am doing everything in my power to keep these things alive, and it is not going well. I have researched, bought an app, bought a book, done more research, turned some humidifier on, made pebble trays, re-potted, I am at a loss. I am killing these mother freaking plants when I am trying to freaking hard to keep them alive. I really like the idea of having plants in my house. I think they are cheerful and happy and good mojo. Now that I am doing more research and reading more about them why CAN'T I DO BETTER? It may be too late for some, I'm hoping it's not. I am truly trying super hard. Why can't I keep things alive? Any suggestions I am willing to take.
Let's see, what else do I have for you guys in my brain. Oh! So, I've always really wanted to be one of those people that keeps their house clean and tidy all the time. This is still a very very very work in progress. It's like, I clean up and I'm like, okay this time it's going to stick. Then somehow a freaking tornado goes off. I live alone. Like, I don't really consider myself a super messy person, but then I look and I'm like Brianna.... are you a child? Here's another thing I do. Saturday I went and played vball for like 3 millions hours. Then ran some errands then came home and made dinner. Well as I was cleaning up for dinner I got on this kick about how I remembered how I wanted to clean the oven and in between the glass. So I did. It ended up being probably a 2 hour project. (I'm a perfectionist, I can't help it. If i'm going to do that much work I might as well just do it well). That didn't have to happen then. I could have been doing other things, like cleaning up the tornado. But..... my oven looks flippin' BEAUTIFUL.
Welllllllp, I can't think of anymore random stuff to go on and on about yet. I'm sure I will think of more. I'm glad I got this all out there. That was much needed. Clearly my life is tough. haha. I really have a great life. Thats just a whole other topic. I truly am so grateful for my outlook on life and how even when things are not the best I just think to myself - gosh, I am so fortunate and so happy. It takes a lot for me to feel down and negative. I listen to other people complain and bitch about life (granted I do get irritated about things - a lot being at work when I'm just trying to do good by my patients) and I just think to myself how terrible that must be to always feel so grumpy or unhappy because typically I am just living in my little world enjoying life. I truly just get emotional thinking about how much I love the people in my life and that I just do the things that make me happy and thats really what life is about.
So with that, I am going to sign off on this blog. And go play some volleyball.
xoxo
breezy
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