Isolation and Insecurities
This pandemic has brought upon us a lot of struggle. Not only with new changes with work, things closed down, losing jobs, wearing masks, etc, but emotionally and mentally. The things that we as humans don't like to talk about. Or at least most of us. I know I have struggled, and I can't even put a finger on it. At the beginning I was anxious. Anxious of the unknowns and family and friends getting sick. Anxious of work and how that would change. Weeks ago while the stay at home order was in full effect I was lonely possibly depressed and not motivated. It seemed to get better as the weather got better. Through zoom conversations and facetimes I stayed connected with loved ones and friends. I had some friends ask me if I was okay. I knew what they were talking about. I wasn't as vocal as I typically am. I'm not sure why. I still feel like I'm not as talkative as I normally am, at least in person. I felt as maybe I just don't have anything to say? My life is...